little things.

It's those little little things that make you feel appreciated at the end of the day.

The hugs, the pats on the back, and the people telling you that they'll be there no matter what happens.

On the other hand, sorry Dad I can't visit you at the hospital today.

:( I'll be there spiritually okay?

Love you. Always.

Anyway, I'm going to stay faithful to blogger for awhile, since I find Onsugar meaningless.

One day, I'll look back and laugh at myself for being so foolish.
For now, let's just make my love-life a crush.

Good luck Nabeelah(L)

I'm looking forward to tomorrow with my girls, it's gonna be a blast.

I've got an Onsugar.

lesson.

What I've learnt today, is that

when something bad happens to you, there'll be something good in return.

God is never unfair.

The fasting month is always full of challenges,
and I believe that whatever God has given us,

there's only one lesson that he wants us to learn, to be stronger.

I love my girls.

sunset.

*sighs*

DONT RAIN.

A.

Sometimes, when love turns into a game.

We just gotta play along with it.

Anyway, my love life is pretty much over now. It takes a long time for the heart to heal,

but we'll get over it. I know.

We split up due to not much understanding and trust towards each other.

Maybe it was just me, but everything happens for a reason.

And reasons aren't always said out just like that.

I admit that the fault was partly mine, and partly his.

But if he comes back, he comes back. If he doesn't, then..he doesn't.

But, deep down in my heart.

I still want him to know (........).

If you want to know, come find me at school!

=D

Well, me and Zul? haha, the irony.

The reason is simple, go figure.

Whatever it is,

this guy I will miss.

P.S: not the full story, yet.

Please don't judge me because you haven't listened to my side of the story.

Keeping my cool. I have to keep myself busy.

Meanwhile, friends keep me happy everyday!

I love you guys.

:D

I need to smile more.

Smilesmilesmilesmilesmile.

B.

Yeah, I understand that you're busy.

Busy with the whole world except me.

Amir,

I'm sorry for today or yesterday or the days before.

I had fun with you last Saturday, it was fun to see you whisper in your sleep,

have a nightmare and calling out my name just so that you can hold my hand.

"I love nature eventhough I hate bugs which crawls on your skin and bite you then leave you with a big red dot. How sad can that be?"

Lydia, you have bugs all over your bag hon.

ah, sweet.

For me, I'm pretty much sure that by next week everything is going to fine.

I'm so glad I have so many sweet people that can wipe away my tears, and make me laugh till i have cramps now and then.

Basically, I personally felt that today was like a catching-up-session for me.
There was Gatria, Zul and Amir.
It was a nice feeling to still know that they're still there and they're just 8-digits away.

But, I am so sorry to my Beelah, that the plan was cancelled and everything,
I promise I'll make up to you one day ok, B!
Make it next week.

And today, originally the plan after school was to go bowling with my three of my favourite(still!) girls, but then the plan was cancelled idk why. but hey, we can make it up any day sooooooooon.
I need some serious catching up session with them since I'm always hanging out with other people(sorry), and i miss them although I see them 5 days a week.
HAHA never ever get tired of your favs.

Anyway, I'm going to study(believe it or not).
need some serious studying cus im dropping in every subject.
I need a tutor badly.

I've got dateeeeeeeeeeees, with girls boys everyone!

P.S: Somehow, I'm so damn glad that your everything is screwed.

Amir.

Stop being busy and get real.

I need you here, now.

I have so many stories to tell you yet so little time.

I have so many things to cry for, and I want only you to comfort me.

I have so many things to do with you.

Wait, it's okay.

What I've learnt today is you have to bury your sadness deep down inside because only you will understand well.. yourself.